Monthly Archives: February 2016

Tattoos

I’m in love with tattoos. It’s painful but it’s worth it and you end up with something something beautiful and meaningful. I’ve currently got 2, one on each wrist, but I can’t take a decent photo of them right now. … Continue reading

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Decorating Cookies

Just got back and did some cookie decoration 🙂

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Smoking Ban

Is it really fair to stop psychiatric patients from smoking? Thats what the trust that my hospital is part of is doing. From Tuesday we have to go to the gates to smoke and noone is allowed out after 9pm. … Continue reading

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28/02/2016

Today I have to go back to the pysch ward as I’ve completed my weekend leave. Can safely say I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK. Next weekend we’re going to this hotel in Derbyshire for afternoon tea then on … Continue reading

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iTaste Clk

Today I got a new ecig from a shop in Rotherham. I have no knowledge of ecigs except for the fact I wanted one that made bigger clouds than my old one. I chose this one as the battery power … Continue reading

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Seclusion – Is it justified?

Whilst being in hospital, I have been in seclusion many times. Stripped down to my bare skin and locked in a cold room with nothing but a plastic mattress. I’m not even kidding, they take your underwear off you and leave … Continue reading

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26/02/16

Today has been a busy day. This morning I packed my bags and got ready to come home for the weekend. This afternoon me and my family did our weekly shop. We then came home and now I am waiting for … Continue reading

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Common questions people ask about the psych ward…

Have you been in the padded cell? No. There isn’t a padded cell. There’s seclusion which is equally as horrible but no padded room. Do you get put in a straight jacket? This is not the 50’s or a movie. … Continue reading

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Bucket List Achievements

This is what I wrote 2 years ago. The ones crossed out are the ones I have achieved. My (recovery) Bucket List Posted on October 12, 2014 by bekasofi Being in hospital so long has it’s downfalls, being ‘normal’ and doing … Continue reading

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Am I ungrateful?

So I found out yesterday that I might be going to a private college that costs thousands a year for free. I know most people would jump at this opportunity but I really don’t want to go. I went to … Continue reading

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